
It's a little hard to see in the photo, but she sent me a set of glorious sandalwood candles with chinese dragons imprinted on them. I love how apropos they are for my situation. I need inner quiet, strength and wisdom.

Thank you, Bev, your kindness is outstanding!
As for my recent dating adventures:
I was so gaga over the guy that I recently met and wrote about. I thought that he was just as infatuated with me, too, but I don't think that is the case. It's too bad really because he was awesome. I wish I had met him a few months into the future.
You know, having been in a long term relationship for quite some time, I am used to saying what I feel, but I realize that that's not such a good thing on the dating scene: Hello dating fauxpas no. 1! Anyway, I feel like I just want to go out there and have some fun, but there are some rules that I need to learn. Ahem!
And J if you're out there, I just want to apologize again. What I did was really thoughtless. Sorry.
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As for your dating experience... it's hard to be a forthright person in date land. I always had that problem, don't like to play games or do the whole "mysterious" thing. I'm ME darnit and if that's not ok, too bad. That being said, I did have to calm myself on several occasions - bite my tongue - force myself to slow down. Guys get very intimidated by girls who know what they want and aren't scared to go get it. =)*) (I know because they told me, ha)